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June 22,
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Well, last night I cried because I have been mentally abused lately from my uncle saying "I'm going to punch you in the face if you don't get off that computer." And plus my best friend Mel is in the hospital wishing to like kill herself if she doesn't get out of their soon. I couldn't bare my life without her, she is the greatest and best friend I have ever had in my life. I've known her for so long and I just could not bare my life without her. The same goes with my other...
Well, last night I cried because I have been mentally abused lately from my uncle saying "I'm going to punch you in the face if you don't get off that computer."
And plus my best friend Mel is in the hospital wishing to like kill herself if she doesn't get out of their soon. I couldn't bare my life without her, she is the greatest and best friend I have ever had in my life. I've known her for so long and I just could not bare my life without her.
The same goes with my other best friend Az, she had panic attacks and stuff while she was in the hospital with her boyfriend and her brother Ryan. Thank god Ryan was telling me this stuff otherwise I wouldn't know, so thank you that means a lot to me (and I know it means a lot for her as well). I couldn't bare my life without her either. I'm glad she is safe and she is getting out of the hospital today. But she needs to go home and rest and Ryan, you need to tell her that for me please, tell her I care about her well being and she needs to rest.
And Jess, the girl I love dearly. I cried all last night because of those three things as well as stuff from my past. I won't be afraid to cry in front of you, (or any girl that I care about for that matter). Even though its been 4 weeks or so, I love you dearly because we have so much in common and we both had troubled pasts. So yea, I love you very very much.
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April 21,
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My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be ...
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me top the soul,
And if you read this
and don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because your effected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE
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