Hey, I have joined this page to find the magic and inspiration in my life that I no longer have. I want to write diaries of my day to day stress ad work out what is wrong with me, where my motivation and inspiration to write and draw and be creative has gone. I feel lost and trapped in reality. Over the next years lots of changes are going to happen, I am going to make them with the help of me expressing my words and helping me understand my lack of confidence and how my past is still affecting my decisions and life now xxx
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September 6,
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Hey, well what a week!!! I came back from holiday last sunday, had monday off to chillout and then it hasnt stopped since tuesday morning! Work has been the main time drainer but at least I have made some savings up that I spent on holiday! Also my partner and I have been viewing houses to buy so all weekend I have been looking and we found one we like and put an offer in yesturday! The estate agent got back to us this morning and with a bit of negioitating we have had our offer accept...
Hey, well what a week!!!
I came back from holiday last sunday, had monday off to chillout and then it hasnt stopped since tuesday morning! Work has been the main time drainer but at least I have made some savings up that I spent on holiday! Also my partner and I have been viewing houses to buy so all weekend I have been looking and we found one we like and put an offer in yesturday! The estate agent got back to us this morning and with a bit of negioitating we have had our offer accepted and managed to get about £7,000 off the asking price so really happy! Its a lovely house, very new and clean, three bedrooms, en suite, garden, fully fitted kitchen, so not much money to spend on it! We just need to buy some fitted wardrobes, a new bed frame and some curtains! Brilliant! Think we may be able to move in within the next few months, if the morgage all goes through! We are keeping our other flat as well and selling it when the market goes back to how it was, so hopefully everything goes OK!!!!
Also today I went to my doctors who has now started the ball rolling for me to see a specialist due to my three mscarriages! It has taken a long time and has been a very stressful year, but now I can see a specialist and hopefully find out whats wrong! So good news hopefully!
My week has gone really quickly but I am glad it has turned out how it has because I am at least moving forward!!!
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August 30,
400 words.
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August 30,
100 words.
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Hey, well I have had 10 days off work now, so chilled out, really needed the holiday. Went to Paris and London last week and then Forest of Arden to a marriott hotel for the weekend. We went to trentham forest to see the monkeys! It was so cool! Eaten good food and drank wine and chilled out and gone shopping, pretty peaceful holiday! This is my last day off work, back tomorrow, which is ok because I need to build up my savings again and also had a good time now its time to get back t...
Hey, well I have had 10 days off work now, so chilled out, really needed the holiday. Went to Paris and London last week and then Forest of Arden to a marriott hotel for the weekend. We went to trentham forest to see the monkeys! It was so cool! Eaten good food and drank wine and chilled out and gone shopping, pretty peaceful holiday!
This is my last day off work, back tomorrow, which is ok because I need to build up my savings again and also had a good time now its time to get back to reality! First of all I need to have a bit of the pamper session today, eyebrows, nails, hair, etc, and also need to do a few small things, washing, sorting emails, etc!
Anyway, had a great holiday 2010, but back to reality! x
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Hey, well just got back from holiday, went to Paris and then London. Paris was beautifully hot and I got a nice tan. Visited Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame, Sorte Coeur, and so many more places. We started in La Defense which meant we had to use the metro which was crazy busy and really hot! Then we went to London, went to Camden Market for a shopping spree, brought purse, bag, scarves and lots of pretty tops. Also went to West End Gielgud Theatre to watch Hair, it was the best show ever! Bi...
Hey, well just got back from holiday, went to Paris and then London. Paris was beautifully hot and I got a nice tan. Visited Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame, Sorte Coeur, and so many more places. We started in La Defense which meant we had to use the metro which was crazy busy and really hot! Then we went to London, went to Camden Market for a shopping spree, brought purse, bag, scarves and lots of pretty tops. Also went to West End Gielgud Theatre to watch Hair, it was the best show ever! Big Hippy fest with colour, singing and such beautiful happiness!
We went out for dinner every night and lunch everyday, we had salmon, steak, sushi (amazing)! and so many lovely meals. We had a few drinks but didnt get drunk! Now we have a day at home and then we going to Forest of Arden, (Birmingham) to stay in Marriott hotel and go to trentham monkey park! So happy to be off work for a while and actually relaxing and not stressing about anything.
Its been about 3-4 weeks since my third miscarriage and my body has not completely recovered, my stomach and breasts still hurt, infact I actually feel as if I am still pregnant or just about to come on, which neither are happening, so my body is so confused and painful at the moment!
Got lots of photos which I will develop and put in album next week. Had a lovely time with Nick, so nice to feel loved x
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