I Don't Know Why, But Something Told Me That I Love These People.

As you might know from my page, or from my rant poems, I do not believe in love. (I do not feel like explaining why, go look through my rants, its in there somewhere if you want to know.)
But there are some very random people out there, who I do not know, and I didn't have/had very little interactions with these people, and I will never see these people ever again, but for some reason, I am crazily in love with them. Don't try to talk me out of it , or tell me I am wrong.
And it's not a crush thing, I don't think about them at night and be like ,"they are so cute!!!" Hell no. It was an instant thing... I just... knew the second I saw them. It confused me the first time, but now I know, it's definitely love. And I have no idea why. And Don't you dare tell me I'm wrong for it.

The first one, is a girl who I actually know her name. We had mutual friends on Facebook, before I deleted my account. This was in June, 2009, when I first discovered i was bi.
Her name was Hannah. I knew her when she was a very dull, shy girl, named Brianna, but she changed her name and her attitude when she switched foster parents. And I had never seen her in person when she was Hannah. But she took many many pictures, and I knew right then and there that I loved her.
I almost fainted when she added me on facebook, a year ago.
But then she deleted me for who knows why, and of course, I was very upset, for who knows why.
And then I actually met this girl. I was in a carpool with an old friend named Cassidy, and they were driving me home, and i got into the car ... and inside it was... Hannah. a very very very straight girl. Oh, but i wanted to die in her arms that day... I met her in person four weeks ago.

The second was a man. Hell, he mustve been 25 years old. This was August, 2009. I saw him from a distance, at Cedar point in Ohio. he had a little boy with him. And I stared at that man, forever it seems. I will never forget that man.

The third one was a girl.
I was in Rite Aid with my grandmother, when a cute girl, maybe 1 or 2 yrs older than me came up to me and asked if I considered myself Scene and if I liked to party. I told her that no, i do not consider myself anything, and i'd party if ppl liked me. And then she told me she liked my hair and my clothes. god, how could such an amazing person say that about me? this was october, 2009.

The fourth was a girl, as well.
She was probably 16 years old, and she worked at an ice cream shop , 2 hrs away from my home. she made me the biggest ice cream ive evver seen, and she kept watching me while i waited for it, like she respected me.
and i dropped the ice cream, and then caught it. it went all over my shirt. she felt so bad, she cleaned it up herself. it when she talked to me, she had a tone like she was truely concerned for me. and i love the way she laughed. That was June 2010.

The fifth and final one was a boy.
I had missed one class of drivers ed and had to go make it up somewheres else, at a diff class. And for three hours i enjoyed my time with this boy, Shawn. out of all of these five, he was the one who i had the most time with , and talked to the most. he's caused me a lot of anxiety recently....
I met him July 2010, on the 9th.