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you'll never guess what I did :)

so those who know me, or have heard my crazy rants about my mother know that I'm not allowed to get a haircut. sometimes I'm allowed to get a trim.. but I'm not allowed to cut it, layer it, style it, straighten it or anything. basically my hair is boring and lame and not pretty.

so last night I gave myself side bangs.



that's right. I've been wanting to cut my own hair for a while.. but all my friends were discouraging me saying I'd fuck it up and stuff.

which I didn't do

I've always wanted to do this. and I'm pretty happy with the result

I made it long enough so it can fit behind my ears so I can hide it from my mom. it's actually so pro.

xept long story short something happened and I made the right side shorter and I'm debating if I should even it out or not.. the problem is that if I make the left side shorter to match the right it may not fit behind my ear nicely anymore and then my mom will see it. so idk.

maybe I'll just let it grow out a bit and then fix it.

either way, I'm an awesome hair dresser
hahaa

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