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• oldschoolhero
  March 8
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  or if you want to be smart! read the economic naturalist. totally non fiction though.
  
  for fiction i fuckin love the witch of portobello ;DD
• oldschoolhero
  March 8
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  uhhm
  a midsummer nights dream
  cuz i fucking love shakespear
  
  seriously
  :<
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  machiavel
  March 8
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  01. not even gonna bother cos i don't know of anything you'd enjoy
  
  02. neutral milk hotel!
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  pennies.
  March 8
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  *palahnuik
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  pennies.
  March 8
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  rant, or pretty much anything by chuck palanuik
  
  uhhh
  I'll come back when I think of more
• blackberry
  March 8
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  Books:
  + The Wife by Meg Wolitzer (very VERY good & makes you think)
  + Among Other Things, I've Taken Up Smoking by Aoibheann Sweeney (love the imagery and the subtle insights throughout the story... basically it's really good)
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  new born
  March 8
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  the sparrow and children of god by mary doria russell
  beautiful boy by david sheff (I think that's the author...)
  bright shiny morning by james frey
  
  anddd I have a column full of quotes. :3
  
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    yellow blue bus
    March 8
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    wooh thanks! I'll go find that column now
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  cancerously.
  March 8
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  DURING YOUR FLIGHT TO WHERE?!
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    yellow blue bus
    March 8
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    yupperss. israel. lol. I'll be gone from the 10-28 probably without internet time
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      cancerously.
      March 8
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      ah, that is lame... but israel! that's so awesome! sorry i'm not really giving you help about books... i don't really know any books that aren't series.
• freehope.
  March 8
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  books.
  
  all the unquiet things -anna jarzab (it's new library may not have, but really good)
  
  identical- ellen hopkins- incredilly amazing but depressing
  
  the iron king- julie kagawa (it's faerie oriented, it's decent)
  
  Alyson Noel series, are pretty good.
  
  Burned - Ellen Hopkins- amazing book
  
  Lost it- Kirsten Tracy
  
  Undone-
  
  anything Jodi Piccoult
  
  lock and key- sarah dessen
  
  Lesley Livingston books are amazing
  
  Melissa Mar books, Wicked lovely is first- i highly highly reccomend
  
  going too far- jennifer echols
  
  Guardian King series by Karen Hancock
  
  These are all fairly new though so i dunno if they'd be in library
  
  
  some others are
  
  Sarah's Key
  The pact - Jodi Piccoult
  My sister's keeper- also by her
  
  if you need more ask
• polkaa
  March 8
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  ps: i love you (: (: (: = awesomeness

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• huge fail.

  2 days ago, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 1 comment.

  
  
  I have nothing to write about. it saddens me.
  I used to be able to write anything if I was prompted to. like give me a random word and I'd write something, but now I can't do that anymore. I can't write any of my character poems - I have no creativity. I can't write anything that doesn't pertain to my life in any way and now my life is boring and there's nothing to write about.
  
  or maybe I just lost whatever talent I used to have. someone help me write pleasee.
  
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  I have nothing to write about. it saddens me.
  I used to be able to write anything if I was prompted to. like give me a random word and I'd write something, but now I can't do that anymore. I can't write any of my character poems - I have no creativity. I can't write anything that doesn't pertain to my life in any way and now my life is boring and there's nothing to write about.
  
  or maybe I just lost whatever talent I used to have. someone help me write pleasee.
  
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• anyone want a free membership??

  on Jul 24 8:25 AM, 200 words. All. 5 comments.

  I lied about anyoen getting a free membership..but I needed people to click on this... haha sorry
  
  
  soo ap says theyre having a buy one get one free sale.
  
  and I don't wanna ask anyone to buy one for me cause I'll feel like a douche.. but would anyone like to SPLIT the cost of one and we can each get a membership then?
  
  so however much it is for a gold.. I think 15 or a bit less... it'll cost you 7.50?
  
  if you have a paypal account I can send you the 7.50 ...

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  I lied about anyoen getting a free membership..but I needed people to click on this... haha sorry
  
  
  soo ap says theyre having a buy one get one free sale.
  
  and I don't wanna ask anyone to buy one for me cause I'll feel like a douche.. but would anyone like to SPLIT the cost of one and we can each get a membership then?
  
  so however much it is for a gold.. I think 15 or a bit less... it'll cost you 7.50?
  
  if you have a paypal account I can send you the 7.50 and all will be happy
  and we'll both have gold memberships.
  
  
  
  yesyesyes??
  
  
  let me know if you're interested. offer open until ap decides to stop doing buy one get one free.
  
  ps. this would only work well if you have a paypal account..unless you want to mail the money..like in an envelope..I'm sure mailing 7.50 is not a big deal so that could work too.
  
  but ya. msg me/reply to this/do something
  
  I'm off to work for the day till 7 hopefully when I come back there are some lovely responses
• found out what residence building I'm in at uni next year!! :)

  on Jul 22 2:57 PM, 100 words. All. 7 comments.

  
  
  it's called 'delaware'
  I feel american haha.
  
  anyways I'm pretty stoked on that. it's not the party residence, which is good for me cause I lack self control and saying that I'd probably flunk out if I was there. one of my best friends got into 'saugeen' (the party res) so I was a bit bummed we're not in the same one, but whatevs we can still hang out. at least we go to the same uni. soo deli also has the biggest rooms (by like an i...

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  it's called 'delaware'
  I feel american haha.
  
  anyways I'm pretty stoked on that. it's not the party residence, which is good for me cause I lack self control and saying that I'd probably flunk out if I was there. one of my best friends got into 'saugeen' (the party res) so I was a bit bummed we're not in the same one, but whatevs we can still hang out. at least we go to the same uni. soo deli also has the biggest rooms (by like an inch lol) and supposedly cleanest. it's not tooooo big and it's located in the perfect place for me. really close to all my classes and basically in the middle of the campus. kinda far from the rec centre though but meh.
  
  I'm really excited now.
  
  
  and my schedule is pretty legit too. I'm more happy now
• random ramble haha

  on Jul 21 4:21 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 3 comments.

  
  
  so I'm assuming everyone's seen inception (and if not go watch it)
  I don't plan on ruining it for anyone so you can keep reading this journal and not be scared that I'll ruin the movie for you.
  
  anywho, ellen pages character..ariadne (if that's how she spells it) is the name I want a possible future child of mine to have. which is weird.. I discovered this name like 2 years ago and no ones ever heard of it (unless you're a greek mythology nerd like me) and I was so tripp...

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  so I'm assuming everyone's seen inception (and if not go watch it)
  I don't plan on ruining it for anyone so you can keep reading this journal and not be scared that I'll ruin the movie for you.
  
  anywho, ellen pages character..ariadne (if that's how she spells it) is the name I want a possible future child of mine to have. which is weird.. I discovered this name like 2 years ago and no ones ever heard of it (unless you're a greek mythology nerd like me) and I was so tripped out when she had the name.. but it was pronounced a bit differently then the way I'd pronounce it in the movie. I'd pronounce it aw-ree-awd-nee and I think in the movie it was a-ree-ad-nee
  
  I think it's a pretty name for a girl. or avalina.
  I had callista on my list earlier too..but then I got over it.
  I'm no good with guy names though :\
• piercing help

  on Jul 20 3:28 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 17 comments.

  
  
  I've decided that once I go away to university where I don't have to see my parents all the time I'm going to get another piercing and that way they won't kill me
  my mom says I can get another one in my ear but idk if I want another ear one.. (and this way it'll be even! I'll have 4 in each ear yaay)
  
  
  it's either going to be my tragus on the left side
  or a nose piercing on the right side
  I was thinking about getting my b...

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  I've decided that once I go away to university where I don't have to see my parents all the time I'm going to get another piercing and that way they won't kill me
  my mom says I can get another one in my ear but idk if I want another ear one.. (and this way it'll be even! I'll have 4 in each ear yaay)
  
  
  it's either going to be my tragus on the left side
  or a nose piercing on the right side
  I was thinking about getting my belly button done too but idk. favoring the tragus or nose idea more.
  
  
  I'm not very good at picturing new piercings on my face so if you can imagine me with a nose piercing let me know your opinion on it.
  
  thanks
• july 19, 2010

  on Jul 19 8:22 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 2 comments.

  
  
  
  I bought one of those crossword lottery tickets. I was SO CLOSE to winning so much money...like if they gave me one more letter! garh.
  I won 3 dollars though (which is how much the ticket cost lol) but it was my first time winning
  
  
  my dad was a jerk to me today too. big surprise there.
  I went downstairs to get water and he made chicken and asked if I wanted to try some so I said s...

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  I bought one of those crossword lottery tickets. I was SO CLOSE to winning so much money...like if they gave me one more letter! garh.
  I won 3 dollars though (which is how much the ticket cost lol) but it was my first time winning
  
  
  my dad was a jerk to me today too. big surprise there.
  I went downstairs to get water and he made chicken and asked if I wanted to try some so I said sure and had a small piece. and as I'm eating he went to get doritos and I ate about half the bag today cause I'm pmsing and always craving junk food and I was sad. anyways he started getting mad and he said 'and you wonder why you're fat'
  
  I was so ready to beat him with a frying pan.
• what today means. (july 18)

  on Jul 18 11:46 AM, In Noguest.  200 words. All. 1 comment.

  
  july 18:
  
  3 years since water almost became my grave.
  2 months since I've lost emotions and him.
  
  and wayyy more but nothing that affected me as much today. well nov,18,2007 I got in huge trouble with my parents and that has made our relationship terrible. before that I was 'a good child' like before that they didn't like me much either considering it was basically my dad who drove me to trying to drown myself. but that date just pushed things over the edge.
  

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  july 18:
  
  3 years since water almost became my grave.
  2 months since I've lost emotions and him.
  
  and wayyy more but nothing that affected me as much today. well nov,18,2007 I got in huge trouble with my parents and that has made our relationship terrible. before that I was 'a good child' like before that they didn't like me much either considering it was basically my dad who drove me to trying to drown myself. but that date just pushed things over the edge.
  
  I hate this day. fuck you 18th.
  oh and I have cramps during this week
  
  this whole week from about the 12-20 of any month always sucks. always ruins my life. I always feel the most miserable during this time.
  
  hrm. I'm 18. if I was superstitious that would be a huge issue.
  
  
  
  I don't particularly want any sympathy. what's done is done. I've grown so much in the past three years that I'm starting to forget why I did what I did.
  
  I haven't forgotten him though. it's only been 2 months. it'll probably take me another half a year. or maybe when I leave this city and move away from everything that reminds me of him.
  
  apart from the whole drive by his city AND BASICALLY HIS STREET on the way to my university >.
• update: new first year schedule! :)

  on Jul 17 11:19 AM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 4 comments.

  
  
  anddd I just changed it so I don't start class till 10:30 in first term
  fuckya.
  
  dunno if this is a good decision or not cause now everything is a bit more clusterfucked.
  
  lol here it is:
  
  
  

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  anddd I just changed it so I don't start class till 10:30 in first term
  fuckya.
  
  dunno if this is a good decision or not cause now everything is a bit more clusterfucked.
  
  lol here it is:
  
  
  

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