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  • huge fail.
    2 days ago, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 1 comment.


    I have nothing to write about. it saddens me.
    I used to be able to write anything if I was prompted to. like give me a random word and I'd write something, but now I can't do that anymore. I can't write any of my character poems - I have no creativity. I can't write anything that doesn't pertain to my life in any way and now my life is boring and there's nothing to write about.

    or maybe I just lost whatever talent I used to have. someone help me write pleasee.

    ...
  • anyone want a free membership??
    on Jul 24 8:25 AM, 200 words. All. 5 comments.
    I lied about anyoen getting a free membership..but I needed people to click on this... haha sorry


    soo ap says theyre having a buy one get one free sale.

    and I don't wanna ask anyone to buy one for me cause I'll feel like a douche.. but would anyone like to SPLIT the cost of one and we can each get a membership then?

    so however much it is for a gold.. I think 15 or a bit less... it'll cost you 7.50?

    if you have a paypal account I can send you the 7.50 ...
  • found out what residence building I'm in at uni next year!! :)
    on Jul 22 2:57 PM, 100 words. All. 7 comments.


    it's called 'delaware'
    I feel american haha.

    anyways I'm pretty stoked on that. it's not the party residence, which is good for me cause I lack self control and saying that I'd probably flunk out if I was there. one of my best friends got into 'saugeen' (the party res) so I was a bit bummed we're not in the same one, but whatevs we can still hang out. at least we go to the same uni. soo deli also has the biggest rooms (by like an i...
  • random ramble haha
    on Jul 21 4:21 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 3 comments.


    so I'm assuming everyone's seen inception (and if not go watch it)
    I don't plan on ruining it for anyone so you can keep reading this journal and not be scared that I'll ruin the movie for you.

    anywho, ellen pages character..ariadne (if that's how she spells it) is the name I want a possible future child of mine to have. which is weird.. I discovered this name like 2 years ago and no ones ever heard of it (unless you're a greek mythology nerd like me) and I was so tripp...
  • piercing help
    on Jul 20 3:28 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 17 comments.


    I've decided that once I go away to university where I don't have to see my parents all the time I'm going to get another piercing and that way they won't kill me
    my mom says I can get another one in my ear but idk if I want another ear one.. (and this way it'll be even! I'll have 4 in each ear yaay)


    it's either going to be my tragus on the left side
    or a nose piercing on the right side
    I was thinking about getting my b...
  • july 19, 2010
    on Jul 19 8:22 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 2 comments.



    I bought one of those crossword lottery tickets. I was SO CLOSE to winning so much money...like if they gave me one more letter! garh.
    I won 3 dollars though (which is how much the ticket cost lol) but it was my first time winning


    my dad was a jerk to me today too. big surprise there.
    I went downstairs to get water and he made chicken and asked if I wanted to try some so I said s...
  • what today means. (july 18)
    on Jul 18 11:46 AM, In Noguest.  200 words. All. 1 comment.

    july 18:

    3 years since water almost became my grave.
    2 months since I've lost emotions and him.

    and wayyy more but nothing that affected me as much today. well nov,18,2007 I got in huge trouble with my parents and that has made our relationship terrible. before that I was 'a good child' like before that they didn't like me much either considering it was basically my dad who drove me to trying to drown myself. but that date just pushed things over the edge.
  • update: new first year schedule! :)
    on Jul 17 11:19 AM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 4 comments.


    anddd I just changed it so I don't start class till 10:30 in first term
    fuckya.

    dunno if this is a good decision or not cause now everything is a bit more clusterfucked.

    lol here it is:


  • how to contact me:
    on Jul 9 9:05 PM, In Freeverse~, Noguest, Quickie.  100 words. All. 0 comments.
    apart from allpoetry:

    -facebook: search emma riley zilberman or http://facebook.com/x.EmmaRiley

    -tumblr: http://unholyconfessions.tumblr.com
    and if you don't have a tumblr but feel like messaging me anonymously http://unholyconfessions.tumblr.com/ask
    or
  • july 6, 2010
    on Jul 6 10:40 PM, 300 words. All. 4 comments.

    my day today:

    7:30 - wake up
    8:10 - leave for work, but my mom drove me so I didnt have to bike for 20 minutes in scorching 35C / 100F weather.
    2:30 - finish work
    2:45 - get on the bus to go home
    3:10 - get home
    3:15 - tan for 15 minutes until I feel like I'm melting
    3:30 - hear my phone ring, it's my work asking if I can come back at 6 (I was going to come back at 7:30 anyways) and my piano teacher calls saying he's at a 30 minute lesson and will come b...
  • frustrated.
    on Jul 3 12:16 PM, In Noguest.  300 words. All. 13 comments.


    so I got a letter from the government that I WILL NOT receive any loans for my fucking university. which is totally fucked up. they say according to my profile I have sufficient funds. which is a huge fucking lie. because both my parents have jobs and live together they assume both parents will pay for me, and be able to afford it. my mom has to pay for my great grandmother as well.. but we couldn't write that in the application. plus I'm just really pissed off.. like I guess techni...
  • hiatus, kind of.
    on Jul 1 8:57 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 2 comments.



    1. I'm frustrated with my writer's block.
    2. I'm frustrated with this.
    3. I'm frustrated with life.
    4. I'm busy.



    I'll log in constantly, but I probably won't post for a while. I'll judge my contest and comment sometimes, but I'll be cutting down on allpoetry quite a bit.



  • happy canada day :)
    on Jul 1 8:22 AM, 100 words. All. 5 comments.


    teehee. today is canada's birthdaay. yaaay. and what am I doing? working. but since it's a holiday I get time and a half and I'm working like crazy today (10 - 7) soo woot.


    I've been trying to convince my friends to come to my pool and tan at least if they don't want to swim, but they all suck. whatever. it'll be fun haha. I might be going to see eclipse with work people after XD we're making a staff outing just for jokes rofl.

    but tbh, I like the series
  • best night ever.
    on Jun 29 11:35 PM, In Noguest.  300 words. All. 1 comment.


    hands down just had one of the best nights of my life in the most weird way possible.

    so I wanna write it all down before I forget.

    so scarlett came over and we were gonna take my hookah to the park cause I don't think my dad would have let us smoke in the backyard cause he'll pull the 'oh it's bad for your health to do it so often' card. but then my mom calls me and asks my permission to bring a couple of her work friends (jack and ajay) over. ajay is her boss, j...
  • making a book list!!!!! help!!! :)
    on Jun 29 3:43 PM, 100 words. All. 24 comments.

    I need advice on good books I should read.. I actually read like 5 books this past school year, the 5 being school books >.) soo ya.


    give me suggestions on books and I might go tomorrow to the library before/after work to get some
  • I have got to change my username.
    on Jun 28 8:28 AM, 100 words. All. 19 comments.

    like desperately.
    every time I read it I think about him.
    my user name if pronounced slightly differently means I love you in russian. that has got to go. now.
    my gold membership runs out sometime today:S not sure when it will so I want to do this now, and maybe change it a few times to see what I like best before I have to wait every 2 weeks to do this.

    I'd like to be etoile again but somebody already took that. asflah. to make it worse that said person made...
  • ooohdayum.
    on Jun 28 8:21 AM, In Noguest.  All. 3 comments.


    soooo...
    well that 'poem' I wrote last night while drunk is now being deleted.
    if you really are interested in reading it msg me, I'll keep it saved on my computer for laughs.





  • more news /sleep.
    on Jun 27 11:49 PM, In Drunk emma is drunk, Noguest.  All. 0 comments.
    I'm going to sleep
    everything is too spinny.

    I have glow in the dark stars on my ceiling. this is so win.
    wrote something fuckdup. it will disappear in the morning
    read while it's fresh off the press. yesyes.
  • I like...
    on Jun 27 11:20 PM, In Don't take me seriously, Drunk emma is drunk, I'm hammed, Noguest.  All. 7 comments.
  • woah.
    on Jun 27 11:13 PM, In Noguest.  200 words. All. 11 comments.

    I just realized I've been writing for 4+ years. like that seems so long. and wow I used to be such crap -not that I'm any better now haha. but wow that's a long time. I didn't even realize that. and I've been on ap for like half that time. crazyy.



    also on tumblr I posted that picture I currently am using as my face image and I got an anonymous msg saying:: "eww don't post a picture of yourself again..... holy hideous O____O"

    it KINDOF made me upset /brought d...
  • slight lol?
    on Jun 25 4:15 PM, 100 words. All. 2 comments.

    sooo I made a tumblr for my poetry right. and I ended up posting 97 of 690 of my poems ON AP on it. shows how much of my writing I like :S which is 14% apparently.

    lol? and I don't even post everything on ap...

    it's kinda funny though. well, there were a few I wanted to post but didn't because idk. I Just didn't feel like it / I was tired of copy and pasting things haha.
  • please guys?
    on Jun 25 8:27 AM, All. 1 comment.

    lol sorry to be super annoying with this but I haven't hosted a contest in ages and I was kinda hoping more people would enter.

    http://allpoetry.com/contest/show/2488257



  • hilarious convo with the motherrr
    on Jun 24 7:11 PM, 200 words. All. 2 comments.


    soo I called my mom to find out if I can set up my hookah(shisha) in the backyard tonight and do it with a few of my best friends. and the reason I'm even asking her to begin with is that when I went to israel in march my parents both witnessed and sortof approved of me buying it haha and they said 'they wanted to try it' lolers.

    anyways so I call my mom and she sounds all weird.. and I can tell she's with her work friends and I can hear some guy in the background. and my m...
  • wow totally forgot about this contest I have open... maybe cause no ones entering it. lets go people! :)
    on Jun 22 12:31 PM, All. 0 comments.
    http://allpoetry.com/contest/2488257

    I'd like to get more entries, please
  • yesterday.
    on Jun 22 8:17 AM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 5 comments.



    I came to the conclusion
    that for whatever reasons
    I am so very over him.
    he disgusts me
    and I cannot even look at him without making my 'disgusted' face
    and being very turned off.

    it's a good thing.
    not sure how long this feeling of
    me believing I'm over him will last.



  • about tumblr / a place you can ask anonymous questions (not formspring hee)
    on Jun 20 6:38 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 7 comments.

    guysss get tumblr!
    it's great

    PLUS on tumblr (well it's an option) you can activate this 'ask' box where you just submit a random question / statement / whatever you want, even an essay
    and it can be anonymous and it's quite nice.

    so if you ever wanted to tell me something but didn't wanna say it to my face - it's right there for you.


    http://w...
  • I want to write something but I have no words.
    on Jun 20 6:24 PM, All. 5 comments.
  • just recorded 2 videos of reading a couple of my poems. :)
    on Jun 20 2:25 PM, In Noguest.  100 words. All. 0 comments.
    http://allpoetry.com/list/70823-spoken-word-

    I sound so weird when I read lol.

    but it's these poems

    sacrifice and the aftermath that follows.
    what happens after.

    I didn't read 'what happens after' the same way I did originally when I first wrote it becaus...
  • jerkface.
    on Jun 18 5:01 PM, In Noguest.  200 words. All. 8 comments.

    my father just told me I have no friends. basically.

    dad: i thought you were gonna cancel it (it being my birthday party thats tmrw)
    me: why would I do that?
    dad: because last year no one had fun / no one came and they all left early


    wtfwtfwtf.
    I hate him.

    I'm already SO insecure about the fact that I have no friends. I constantly feel like my friends won't miss me if I was gone.

    it took my mom and a couple of my best friends weeks of ...
  • attempting to choose courses for next year in uni...ahh
    on Jun 17 11:41 PM, In Noguest.  400 words. All. 5 comments.
    prettty fuckin scary not gonna lie haha.
    but I'm also really excited.

    anyways, so from what I understood of this first year calendar thing I'm supposed to pick 5 courses max.
    mandatory courses for my program thing are bio, chem, calc, physics
    so I only get one elective.

    and then the sheet I fill out and bring to summer orientation day (where they then create my time table) I write 8 courses that are mandatory and I want to take and then 8 more I'm interested in....
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