him. no other description necessary.
1 - 7 of 7
-
on Feb 1 7:16 PM 2009,
All.
0 comments.
i love red hot chili peppers and system of a down. i'm very happy starbucks is my new favourite place. and i love just driving around aimlessly. ♥
i love red hot chili peppers and system of a down.
i'm very happy
starbucks is my new favourite place. and i love just driving around aimlessly.
♥
-
on Feb 7 12:23 PM 2009,
200 words.
All.
0 comments.
one. i'm in love with love. two. the word stolen to me makes me happy because i think of stolen kisses and secrets and holding hands three. did i ever mention that i like being happy? four. i would not be able to survive without writing...
one. i'm in love with love.
two. the word stolen to me makes me happy because i think of stolen kisses and secrets and holding hands
three. did i ever mention that i like being happy?
four. i would not be able to survive without writing poetry.
five. i've stopped caring about how i look recently. i still care, but i'm over trying to be super skinny and i no longer care all that much about my weight and figure.
six. my name is emma and i like it.
seven. music means everything to me.
seven is my lucky number.
-
on Apr 13 8:35 PM 2009,
Friends only.
1 comment.
-
on Apr 18 12:10 PM 2009,
300 words.
All.
0 comments.
heat rushed to my cheeks as I felt your strong arms envelop me in one of those imissyou embraces, not the ‘just friends’ kind; the kind that actually meant something. at least it meant something to me. with you, I was never able to tell. you looked better than ever, and I wish I knew why you stayed late that day. I wish I knew if it was on purpose or not. I wish I knew what you were thinking when our ...
heat rushed to my cheeks as I felt your strong arms envelop me in one of those imissyou embraces, not the ‘just friends’ kind; the kind that actually meant something. at least it meant something to me. with you, I was never able to tell. you looked better than ever, and I wish I knew why you stayed late that day. I wish I knew if it was on purpose or not. I wish I knew what you were thinking when our eyes met again.
fuckit. I wish I knew what I was thinking.
I have no idea how to act anymore I wish I could just hide away and never return. I wish there was a way to never see you again, a way to hide from all your intentions and sky-blue eyes.
I hate the way you make me feel. a d o r e d--a f r a i d--a d d i c t e d.
you crushed me once, how am I supposed to know it won’t lead up to that again? I cannot even think straight when I’m around you.
breathebreathebreathe.
shit. I thought while you held on for more than the average 3 second hug whispering memories into my hair. memories that did not belong to us, but to you and her. what kind of idiot mixes up to people anyways?
I’m so confused.
‘I don’t know how I feel when I'm around you’ roulette - system of a down
-
on Apr 26 4:26 PM 2009,
200 words.
All.
2 comments.
yay. I'm over him. for real. I think. I saw him today at work this morning because I was covering someone's shift. so firstly he got a haircut.. and it looks bad. plus I just don't like him at all anymore. I'm not even attracted to him anymore. and right now I'm getting kind of annoyed at him. he texted me recently to ask me if I wanted to cover someones work shift. so why couldn't have that person asked me themselves? an...
yay. I'm over him. for real. I think. I saw him today at work this morning because I was covering someone's shift. so firstly he got a haircut.. and it looks bad. plus I just don't like him at all anymore. I'm not even attracted to him anymore.
and right now I'm getting kind of annoyed at him. he texted me recently to ask me if I wanted to cover someones work shift. so why couldn't have that person asked me themselves? and I'm pretty sure I know who it is too.. it's this person who JUST added me on facebook, one of his best friends. ugh. it just annoyed me. not sure why haha.
just if he thinks he can get me to do stuff because he thinks I still like him then he's totally wrong.
he did that another time as well last week on 420 because he wanted to get off work.
anyways, yea. that's it for now.
- - -
-
on Jan 6 8:29 PM 2009,
300 words.
All.
0 comments.
failure: 1.unsuccessful, falling short of the standard that’s set out for me. 2.breaking down, crashing into more than the glass wall separating us 3.disappointing everyone who knows me 4.letting myself down, and more importantly you 5.Emma. - I have no time for distractions anymore. - - - - - I think I'm falling for him again and it sucks a lot. - - - - - I need to find a better way of letting go, other than addictions that will probably...
failure: 1.unsuccessful, falling short of the standard that’s set out for me. 2.breaking down, crashing into more than the glass wall separating us 3.disappointing everyone who knows me 4.letting myself down, and more importantly you 5.Emma.
- I have no time for distractions anymore. - - - - -
I think I'm falling for him again and it sucks a lot.
- - - - -
I need to find a better way of letting go, other than addictions that will probably never leave. I've kind of resigned myself to dying early, in a weird way I hope that I do. I'm so fucked up.
e --> v shutup. I actually think I hate you.
-
on Apr 13 5:07 PM 2009,
100 words.
All.
1 comment.
I really have the most interesting thoughts over msn. only when I type them out / talk about something I realize the true extent of my feelings for somebody. in my head everything is so mixed up and confused that I don't actually know how much I love someone or how much I don't until I type it. when I type it's uncensored and I just say stuff that I think of at the spur of the moment. it really helps me clear my head, and that's why poetry is so important to me. - - - I loved him...
I really have the most interesting thoughts over msn. only when I type them out / talk about something I realize the true extent of my feelings for somebody. in my head everything is so mixed up and confused that I don't actually know how much I love someone or how much I don't until I type it. when I type it's uncensored and I just say stuff that I think of at the spur of the moment. it really helps me clear my head, and that's why poetry is so important to me. - - - I loved him. the reasons will make me sad but I did and I still might. I haven't thought to much about that yet, I'm trying not to.
1 - 7 of 7
1 - 7 of 7
|