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001. Real name → Maria 002. Nickname(s) → Maria, Mia, Mar Mar, Mower 003. Status → eating food 004. Zodiac sign → capricorn 005. Male or female → Female 006. Elementary -> C****** Elementary 007. Middle School → P********* Middle School 008. High School -> P******* high school 010. Hair color → brown 011. Long or short → medium 012. Loud or Quiet → loud 013. Sweats or Jeans → depends on the...
001. Real name → Maria
002. Nickname(s) → Maria, Mia, Mar Mar, Mower
003. Status → eating food
004. Zodiac sign → capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary -> C****** Elementary
007. Middle School → P********* Middle School
008. High School -> P******* high school
010. Hair color → brown
011. Long or short → medium
012. Loud or Quiet → loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → depends on the day
014. Phone or Camera → phone
015. Health freak → no
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → I usually do, but not at the moment.
018. Eat or Drink → eat
019. Piercings → ears
020. Tattoos → nope
021. Water or Fire → Water
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → love of my life
FIRSTS:
023. First fear → spiders
024. First best friend → Emily G.
025. First award → I have no clue.
026. First crush → Anthony M.
027. First pet → Boo (dog)
028. First big vacation → Disney World when I was about 4
030. First big birthday → I don't know, I've never had a humongous birthday, but I've been having semi-big birthdays for as long as I can rememer.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → go to DQ
053. Listening to → nothing
054. Plans for today → walk to DQ
055. Waiting for → nothing really
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ Yes
059. Want to get married? Yes
060. What careers do you have in mind? Special education teacher, actress
#61-67?
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller than me but not too tall.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → little of both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → abs!!
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant most of the time.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
081. Ran away from home → no
082. Hold a gun/knife for self protection → no
083. Killed some one → of course not!
084. Heartbroken → yes
085. Been arrested → no
087. Cried when someone died → yes
DO YOU BELIEVE ...
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New story coming up soon in a couple hours, im doing last minute revising and editing. Its kinda part of my Dark Flame series, it explains the past lives and how some of the older vampires and witches past came to be and why some of them stand without allys. hope you enjoy and read it when i start posting. p.s sprry for not posting any thing up in a while, i've been SUPER busy. hope you enjoy tho.
New story coming up soon in a couple hours, im doing last minute revising and editing. Its kinda part of my Dark Flame series, it explains the past lives and how some of the older vampires and witches past came to be and why some of them stand without allys. hope you enjoy and read it when i start posting.
p.s sprry for not posting any thing up in a while, i've been SUPER busy. hope you enjoy tho.
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by Bookworm01
on Jun 18 8:05 PM, In Crime, Friends, Hmm, Humor, Life, Random, Spur of the moment, Teen, Thoughts, Weird.
200 words.
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7 comments.
So, i was wondering if anyone knew how s*itfaced you'd be if u had, oh say,4 normal jello shots? Would it be bad enough to, oh, i dunno,steal 12 lawn gnomes from the old lady next door, only to have her cop son come retrive them,and amost bust you? And in the cop case, what if they just had you give them all the gnomes back. Is that bad? And when said cop was le...
So, i was wondering if anyone knew how s*itfaced you'd be if u had, oh say,4 normal jello shots?
Would it be bad enough to, oh, i dunno,steal 12 lawn gnomes from the old lady next door, only to have her cop son come retrive them,and amost bust you?
And in the cop case, what if they just had you give them all the gnomes back. Is that bad? And when said cop was leaving with all the creepy gnomes,and you put a lampshade on his head, and he STILL didnt bust you for anything,does that mean he isnt doin his job right??
Long story short: If all that shiz happened cuz u only had 4 jello shots, does that give you fair grounds to assume that the shots were a hell of a lot stronger then they should be???? Juuuuust wonderng to myself. (and anyone who may know).
THIS IS NOT ABOUT MOI!!!!!! I AM THIRTEEN!!! IDONT DRINK!!!!ITS ABOUT MY BUDDY!!
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I drift and drift some more through life. I yell to get my opinion in, even though it may be a bad one. Now on to other stuffz. I'm done with all the crap I have to do. Has any thought their parents expect you to be just like them? You don't know the half of it people! I'm lax and carefree to some extent. However, I enter hell when I get home. My brother whines and cries over chores and not able to read his books and go in my room. My mother tells me I'm the one who made him this way for sett...
I drift and drift some more through life. I yell to get my opinion in, even though it may be a bad one. Now on to other stuffz. I'm done with all the crap I have to do. Has any thought their parents expect you to be just like them? You don't know the half of it people! I'm lax and carefree to some extent. However, I enter hell when I get home. My brother whines and cries over chores and not able to read his books and go in my room. My mother tells me I'm the one who made him this way for setting bad examples for lying. The whole "you don't need to be perfect" bit went down the drain. My mother grew up in a household with a violent alcoholic for a 2ND STEPDAD and a mother who was always at work. (For the record, my grandmother still has her 2nd step husbands last name after their divorce.) My mother had to be 'independent.' She expects me to be just like her!
It hurts. Welcome to my world. The jerk Rai you guys all know is just a shell of stone armor where the real girl is suffocating.
~Rai
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by XPunkRockPrincessX
on Jun 15 9:02 PM, In Adult, Bitter, Depression, Drama, Personal, Real time, Sad, School, Sex, Teen.
600 words.
Friends only.
0 comments.
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hahahahaha, so there was a food fight at my high school today at 7th period lunch xD It was EPIC!!!!!!! Food was everywhere I MEAN EVERYWHERE!!! I mean.... SHAME ON THOSE KIDS!! *coughcough* Hmmm.... So I heard that it was over 25 thousand dollars just to get it fixed up apperently. Plus paying the janitors overtime and stuff like that. There was food everywhere! Like The cafe was torn up! No LIE!!!! I was epic xD Hmmm... So there was food on the wa...
hahahahaha, so there was a food fight at my high school today at 7th period lunch xD
It was EPIC!!!!!!! Food was everywhere I MEAN EVERYWHERE!!!
I mean....
SHAME ON THOSE KIDS!! *coughcough*
Hmmm....
So I heard that it was over 25 thousand dollars just to get it fixed up apperently. Plus paying the janitors overtime and stuff like that.
There was food everywhere!
Like The cafe was torn up!
No LIE!!!!
I was epic xD
Hmmm...
So there was food on the walls, ceiling and even on the TV.... which was funneh as hell xD
Anyways, this school year has been epic.
We had a fire in the school
lock down [shelter in place] ended up being a drug rad (haha)
Another lock down [shelter in place] and that was because someone brought bullets to school (Dumbies!)
Then the food fight today, haha, this year was the best so far. :]
But in the end, we freshmen take on the roles as Sophmores and we get new freshmen (insert evil laugh here)
And we all have to watch the seniors leave :[
WE LOVE YOU RFA CLASS OF 2010!!!!! :]
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Sorry I've been so inactive on Storywrite for so long... I think the main issue is that I'm actually beginning to acquire a social life. XD I've been pretty busy with my friends lately, so I haven't taken much time to write anything new or to comment on anyone else's work, and I apologize for that... but don't worry. I'll probably be on more later this summer (mostly because I can't find a job, but my boyfriend actually has to work) so I can catch up with everyone then. :"3 I love ...
Sorry I've been so inactive on Storywrite for so long... I think the main issue is that I'm actually beginning to acquire a social life. XD I've been pretty busy with my friends lately, so I haven't taken much time to write anything new or to comment on anyone else's work, and I apologize for that... but don't worry. I'll probably be on more later this summer (mostly because I can't find a job, but my boyfriend actually has to work) so I can catch up with everyone then. :"3
I love you~!
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Dear Journal, I have my own journal, it's private, but I think I want to start a journal in here which anyone slash anybody can read. I don't care about the grammatical errors, this is my journal after all. All those webcam pictures I took of myself looked, uhm, ugly. Am I really that huge? I've seen bigger kids in my life tho. I've tried so many diets that I could hardly count them all. Now about my diet. I don't follow a meal plan, I just eat less. Yup, that's bas...
Dear Journal,
I have my own journal, it's private, but I think I want to start a journal in here which anyone slash anybody can read. I don't care about the grammatical errors, this is my journal after all.
All those webcam pictures I took of myself looked, uhm, ugly. Am I really that huge? I've seen bigger kids in my life tho. I've tried so many diets that I could hardly count them all.
Now about my diet. I don't follow a meal plan, I just eat less. Yup, that's basically it. I exercise, sometimes. The thing is, it's not about eating less or more. I mean, seriously, let's pretend that there's a cake here, and you get a spoon of it. You might just not know it, but maybe the cake is like, uhm, 500 calories and two pounds of broccoli is, uhm, a hundred calories. So yeah. Get the idea?
That's why, ugh, I'M GONNA TRY DOING THAT. I'LL TRY EATING VEGETABLES AND EAT RICE LESS! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. I AM VERY MUCH AWARE THAT I AM WRITING IN ALL CAPS, I AM SHOUTING INSIDE MY HEAD.
So yeah, kthxbye.
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No, it's not because I'm emo. No, it's not because I'm depressed. Yes, I do in fact like the color, but no, that's not the reason. Black Pixels require slightly less energy then white pixels (In Lighting, White has every color present, black is the absence of light) it saves money on people's power bill, it allows my page to seem more friendly towards energy use... Yeah, environmental science and art class left their marks on me. I'm not some super pro activist or anything, bu...
No, it's not because I'm emo.
No, it's not because I'm depressed.
Yes, I do in fact like the color, but no, that's not the reason.
Black Pixels require slightly less energy then white pixels (In Lighting, White has every color present, black is the absence of light) it saves money on people's power bill, it allows my page to seem more friendly towards energy use... Yeah, environmental science and art class left their marks on me.
I'm not some super pro activist or anything, but I mean, it's easy to set my backgrounds black, easier then going without power to save energy, so I mean, I guess I like doing the little things whenever I can.
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'A journal lets you keep track of what goes on in your life. Add events, thoughts, speculation or responses to other's posts'. That's the SW defintion of a journal. So here's a few of my thoughts and an event that happened in my life. found this website called 'Rate My Teachers' and so went on. Amazingly, I found my school, with most of my teachers attached....and the rest is history. Well you guys don't know that history so I have to tell you. I went on and rated my Science t...
'A journal lets you keep track of what goes on in your life. Add events, thoughts, speculation or responses to other's posts'. That's the SW defintion of a journal.
So here's a few of my thoughts and an event that happened in my life. found this website called 'Rate My Teachers' and so went on. Amazingly, I found my school, with most of my teachers attached....and the rest is history. Well you guys don't know that history so I have to tell you.
I went on and rated my Science teacher, Ms. Fuller. I was honest....and I signed off that I was a grade 10 student...I just told them that I was 25 so they have NO idea who I am cause it's anonymous.
But it made feel warm and fuzzy inside that I said something nice, that is was honest and not fake and that she might find it and it might make her feel good.
Anyway, that was my good deed of the day.
So now here's a challenge. I want you guys to find some way of doing a good deed for the day. Making someone else feel good in some way. Whether it be in real life or online, I want you to make someone else feel better. Write about it in a journal and link the journal back to mine.
By doing that, maybe us SWers can spread a little more happiness in the world
~ Clary
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Well i'm writing this out of boredom and probably because it's the only thing I can be on at this very moment. I think my ps3 broke not sure really because when I try to turn it on the small red light flashes and it turns blue and green for an instant and then BOOM! a small yellow light appears for a second...I think it's the yellow strand of death for the ps3. Please let it not be that because my ps3 is the most important thing to me right now,why ps3!,why?!
Well i'm writing this out of boredom and probably because it's the only thing I can be on at this very moment.
I think my ps3 broke not sure really because when I try to turn it on the small red light flashes and it turns blue and green for an instant and then BOOM! a small yellow light appears for a second...I think it's the yellow strand of death for the ps3.
Please let it not be that because my ps3 is the most important thing to me right now,why ps3!,why?!
If anyone knows how to solve this please I beg of you to tell me how to fix it or something!
besides all the issues with my ps3...I finished Fallout 3 which ending was epic and also sad cause in the end theres a picture of you and your father and that moment was really sad...Yes for those that are wondering I am a gamer freak!
HAHAHAHA! don't like it then you could suck on the O button of my ps3 remote control!lol
so yeah there is seriously nothing to do at the moment...that is all.
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Abandoned Dreams: http://storywrite.com/list/show/45772 Confused: http://storywrite.com/list/45552-Confused Her Story:
Abandoned Dreams: http://storywrite.com/list/show/45772
Confused: http://storywrite.com/list/45552-Confused
Her Story: http://storywrite.com/list/43190-Her-Story---Reposted
Runaway: http://storywrite.com/list/42430-Runaway
Lost & Found: http://storywrite.com/list/38144-Lost---Found
Forever: http://storywrite.com/list/41668-Forever
If the Naruto World Had FaceBook: http://storywrite.com/story/417238
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by DYerMaker16
on May 28 12:47 AM, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, Friends, Loneliness, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Teen.
600 words.
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0 comments.
This 'whole new me' crap isn't working. I thought I would get over being Little Miss Emo Girl and the Drama Queen of the Century. I thought I would finally stop missing those who not only broke my heart, but broke me. But the thing is? It isn't me. I'm not this new 'miracle-realization-omg' person like I pretend to be. I haven't changed. Deep down, I'm still this insecure girl who cries because she's still alone. Granted, the two people care most about me have helped me thro...
This 'whole new me' crap isn't working. I thought I would get over being Little Miss Emo Girl and the Drama Queen of the Century. I thought I would finally stop missing those who not only broke my heart, but broke me.
But the thing is? It isn't me. I'm not this new 'miracle-realization-omg' person like I pretend to be. I haven't changed.
Deep down, I'm still this insecure girl who cries because she's still alone. Granted, the two people care most about me have helped me through what the two people who *I* cared most about put me through.
For the sake of confusion, let's call the two that broke me "Alan" and "Emma" and the two who have saved me "Alexa" and "Mark."
Do you know what I was? I was a broken, lonely girl. I just wanted my best friends back. I wanted to know that Alan and Emma, who I really and truly opened up to and was myself around loved me for who I was. And when I realized that, and they kept hurting me...well, I believed I was worthless. It was the worst pain imaginable.
The crap I put myself through in the year that I lost them has been next-to unbearable. I can't fathom the stress and pain that the two who have stayed with me, Alexa and Mark, have gone through.
But the sad part is, even though I love Alexa and Mark both dearly, they are not the two who I really wish I could be with. I mean, they are. Don't get me wrong. I love them more than anything in the world because they have literally saved my life so many times.
But they are not the two who my heart cries out for. They are not the two who's unrequited love has turned me to the needle, to starvation, suicide attempts and other self-mutilation. Their love is gone for me, and I know will never be returned. This knowledge alone has torn my heart in two.
I felt so used by them. I had given my heart and everything I could give and they used my friendship. They broke me. They made me believe I was something and then shot it all down. It took me months before I even could muster the strength to do anything. I had no energy. My chest every day felt as if something were physically crushing it. All the while, Alexa and Mark, my two friends who kept me going, who got me through it all, kept me sane. They told me what I had to live for. They told me things that patched me up.
Why, then, do I feel empty still?
I am still that same girl inside. I don't cry over losing Alan and Emma every night like I used ...
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Okay, so I know it sounds extremely weird, but I'm returning to school on Tuesday, June 1st. It's not that I'm incapable of doing the classwork, it's just that I have been out of school for so long, and I have missed so much. So I'm going to return to school for the end of the year and continue through the summer. Apparently, the summer program is really good, and I'm not going to be the only one doing it. I heard that there are nearly 100 people doing it that are in my grade (sophomore).
Okay, so I know it sounds extremely weird, but I'm returning to school on Tuesday, June 1st. It's not that I'm incapable of doing the classwork, it's just that I have been out of school for so long, and I have missed so much. So I'm going to return to school for the end of the year and continue through the summer. Apparently, the summer program is really good, and I'm not going to be the only one doing it. I heard that there are nearly 100 people doing it that are in my grade (sophomore).
I'm really excited and really nervous to go back to school. Excited because I'm going to get a fresh start, with a whole different group of people that won't judge me by my past. I was going to go to an all-girls school, because my parents said that would be better for me, but we finally decided just to stick to the way I've been going to school all along. That way, it won't seem quite as different for me. Anyway, I just wanted to let my friends on here know. Wish me luck!
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All journals will have song title's as titles. Usually they will have some relevance. Either that or they'll just be the first song that comes on. Me? I am nobody. I observe. I am silent. I am invisible. So says every other teenager. Not so. Half of you are out with your friends. A fourth of you are pretending not to exist and drowning in your misery. Some of you are praying. Some of you are thinking. (Insert singluar I'm more important than you activi...
All journals will have song title's as titles. Usually they will have some relevance.
Either that or they'll just be the first song that comes on.
Me? I am nobody.
I observe.
I am silent.
I am invisible.
So says every other teenager. Not so. Half of you are out with your friends. A fourth of you are pretending not to exist and drowning in your misery. Some of you are praying. Some of you are thinking. (Insert singluar I'm more important than you activity)
Well I'm not, I'm no more important to the world than the kid sitting next to me. Sure, they'll probably become the next president or something. Woo.
I hide in a different reality though. Lost in thoughts, I can drown out the world with words that people shun. Are we a dying breed? We anomalies of your heirarchy societies?
We can't be. There are too many of us. Lost in your stereotypes. Forced away from what we could be by your labels and your names and your taunts.
You know, mama always said 'If you ain't got nothin' nice to say, don't say it at all.'
But you only talk now to hide your shame. You're one of us. Don't deny it. Embrace it. You're as ed up as the rest of us. Welcome home .
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by XXDaRkxXxLoVeXx
on May 23 10:04 AM, In Death, Drama, Inspirational, Life, Love, Pain, Romance, Sad, Spur of the moment, Teen.
100 words.
Friends only.
9 comments.
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Pregnant women. Actually, if you wanna be specific- pregnant teenagers- they piss me off. And if you wanna be even MORE specific, it's pregnant teenagers who think that being pregnant makes them hot that annoy me. I mean, seriously! How does being a slut make you cool? I mean... I always though that being a slut made you... a slut! Pregnant women- pregnant WOMEN don't bother me. Actually, a young woman, mid twenties, shoping with her newly wed husband for baby clothes and strolle...
Pregnant women. Actually, if you wanna be specific- pregnant teenagers- they piss me off. And if you wanna be even MORE specific, it's pregnant teenagers who think that being pregnant makes them hot that annoy me.
I mean, seriously! How does being a slut make you cool? I mean... I always though that being a slut made you... a slut!
Pregnant women- pregnant WOMEN don't bother me. Actually, a young woman, mid twenties, shoping with her newly wed husband for baby clothes and strollers- that's a really sweet sight. Even to someone like me- who finds even the TINIEST bit of proof that some men are straight (I deny that whole heartedly) disgusting.
But when a sixteen year old is on the phone arguing about names and strutting around with her nasty belly-bump stinking out from under her see-through tank top, that's a whole different story. It's gross.
What pisses me off more- is when they complain.
"Morning-sickness suuuucks..." "Ugh- I keep getting all these weird craving for things I'd never eat..." "My favorite tee shirt doesn't fit anymore!" "I'm fat."
God. When I hear that kind of shit, spewing from their seamen-soaked lips, all I can think is:
Shut the fuck up. Shut your fucking mouths. Close your fucking legs. It's your own fucking fault.
And don't give me any of that "It wasn't my fault... it was peer preasure..."
BULLSHIT.
It's your OWN FUCKING CHOICE if you spread 'em wide, ho! Sorry, whore, but it's true. And you need to know that.
Realize this, too. Your Babby's Daddy. The love of your life. Your knight in shining armor- he ain't stickin' around.
Maybe he'll be there at first- but, trust me, I'm smart with the negative aspects of human nature- he's GONE. He does NOT want to raise that baby. And you can't really blame him, now can you?
Because you don't want to either- but OOPS.
Your too broke for abortion.
OOPS.
Your parents are super christians, and even though you HAVE the money, they don't want to pay it to kill a child- and neither do you.
OOPS.
Your parents have officially disowned you and thrown you to live with your best friend who doesn't want you there because she thinks you're a whore just like your parents think.
OOPS.
You waited to long to tell your parents- now it's too LATE for an abortion because it's already considered a baby.
What now?
No school in the right mind is going to give you a sports scholarship- even if you're AMAZ...
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what would you if your friend was being bullied would you run stand and help or just watch would you let your friend cut herself would you try to stop her its pain full to see her so upset each day
what would you if your friend was being bullied
would you run
stand and help
or just watch
would you let your friend cut herself
would you try to stop her
its pain full to see her so upset each day
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The Diary of Jane-Breaking Benjamin A Pound of Silver Weighs What It's Worth-Tokyo Rose Whispers In the Dark-Skillet Cigarettes-Seether Broken-Amy Lee ft Seether Classified-Breathe Carolina The Average-Breathe Electric A Certain Kind of Touch-Breathe Electric Angel In Disguise-Cinema Bizarre After The Rain-Cinema Bizarre Forever or Never-Cinema Bizarre Dysfunctional Family-Cinema Bizarre Better In Time-Leona Lewis Success Is Th...
The Diary of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
A Pound of Silver Weighs What It's Worth-Tokyo Rose
Whispers In the Dark-Skillet
Cigarettes-Seether
Broken-Amy Lee ft Seether
Classified-Breathe Carolina
The Average-Breathe Electric
A Certain Kind of Touch-Breathe Electric
Angel In Disguise-Cinema Bizarre
After The Rain-Cinema Bizarre
Forever or Never-Cinema Bizarre
Dysfunctional Family-Cinema Bizarre
Better In Time-Leona Lewis
Success Is The Best Revenge-Blood on the Dance Floor
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problems: 1- my best guy-friend kissed me. 2- i cant get in contact with my bestest best friend. 3- my mum is drowning me in rules. 4- i've just had too much wine. 5- i like a guy who might like me back, but one of his friends hate me so he is gonna try and get the guy i like not to talk to me. 6- i have to move out. 7- i dont know what school i'm gonna go to. 8- i'm going threw my exams and i'm sooooo gonna fail my math. 9- my dad doesnt care about my...
problems:
1- my best guy-friend kissed me.
2- i cant get in contact with my bestest best friend.
3- my mum is drowning me in rules.
4- i've just had too much wine.
5- i like a guy who might like me back, but one of his friends hate me so he is gonna try and get the guy i like not to talk to me.
6- i have to move out.
7- i dont know what school i'm gonna go to.
8- i'm going threw my exams and i'm sooooo gonna fail my math.
9- my dad doesnt care about my writing.
10- i cry myself to sleep.
11- i keep having nightmares, wake up screaming and done know what happened in the dream.
12- people keep calling me a slut, even though they dont know me.
13- my ex boyfriend wont leave me alone, so im trying to focus on this guy i like, but im worried that his friend will stop him for talking to me.
14- i found out there is no such thing as "soulmates".
15- i have a stalker.
please, if you have any advise, i would really appreciate it.
xX-angel-Xx
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Teachers... ever had one with a REALLY annoying voice? A voice that's really high and nasel... and the teacher's loud and obnoxious and loves to interupt the ACTUAL teacher and repeat everything the teacher's already said...just in reverse order and with a stutter? So. FUCKING. Annoying. Drives me FUCKING INSANE. BUT. She always starts the same way. So it's like an alarm system. When she says "And ANOTHER thing-the thing is, that what I- I would..." what's she's REALLY sayin...
Teachers... ever had one with a REALLY annoying voice? A voice that's really high and nasel... and the teacher's loud and obnoxious and loves to interupt the ACTUAL teacher and repeat everything the teacher's already said...just in reverse order and with a stutter?
So. FUCKING. Annoying.
Drives me FUCKING INSANE.
BUT. She always starts the same way. So it's like an alarm system. When she says "And ANOTHER thing-the thing is, that what I- I would..." what's she's REALLY saying is "Plug your 'effing ears! It's that time of the class! I'm going to go on a 5 to 10 minute tyrade on how when I was in my cave-class writing on stone slabs with sticks I pulled out of the fire, I took notes LIKE THIS..."
THAT was mean. O__O
But. OMFG. I don't care. The fucking FREQUENCY of her voice makes me want to throw small children out windows, to save them from the sheer terror just hearing her voice instills in people.
And the VOLUME makes me want to jump WITH the children!
Gah.
I realize it's stupid to rant about someone's voice, but geeeezz... she's in like, ALL of my morning classes... I think she's one of those teachers that helps,like, half-retarded kids...'cause there's two of them in my classes...OMG.
One of the retarded kids. (If you know me, you know who I'm talking about. Mu knows. She wants to bitch slap him.)
HE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!
He's a CREEPER!!
There was this one time, I was almost to class, ALL the way down the senior wing. He turned the corner at the OTHER END of the hall, and SCREAMED. As loud as he fucking could- to get my attention. I shudder just remembering it. "WENDY!! HEY!! HEY WEEENNNDDDEEHHHH!!!! HHEEEYYY!!!"
Almost shot myself. Would've FOUND a gun. ANY gun. And blown my brains out. All over his stupid face.
No. He'd like that. O___e
And SOMEHOW he's always next to me. Okay. He's in a lot of my classes- actually, I think it's in all but one... but that wouldn't bother me that much- except for...
English- One row away. Biology- The teacher moved me behind him. And he's my lab partner. (Sad face.) Gym- He always runs up to me on the way to gym and talks to me during gym. (ANOTHER sad face.) Social Studies- Right next to me. Math- Right FUCKING next to me.
I can't take it anymore! Ugh! And there's the way he flings his arms around in scocial studies- right in my face! To get me to tell him if I did my math homework. Even if...
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Sooo... I haven't been on in a while, and the reason being is that I've been dealing with depression, anxiety and PTSD. Last week on tuesday I tried overdosing, and obviously failed, but ended up in the hospital for three days on oxygen, an EKG monitor 24/7, pulse-ox, and an IV, plus sodium bicarb. I took a dose which was past deadly for an adult, which was 20 pills. I ended up with anywhere between 24 and 28 pills in my system, 7-9 grams, which almost ended me in a coma. Now I'm getting ...
Sooo...
I haven't been on in a while, and the reason being is that I've been dealing with depression, anxiety and PTSD. Last week on tuesday I tried overdosing, and obviously failed, but ended up in the hospital for three days on oxygen, an EKG monitor 24/7, pulse-ox, and an IV, plus sodium bicarb. I took a dose which was past deadly for an adult, which was 20 pills. I ended up with anywhere between 24 and 28 pills in my system, 7-9 grams, which almost ended me in a coma. Now I'm getting help for my depression at a clinic which is where I am right now.
I still have symptoms of the overdose, including the ringing in my ears, the temp deafness and the nausea, which the first two I found out may be permanent. My eyes have been constantly dialated, even when light is directly hitting them, which of course is from the OD.
I just wanted to come on here and say hi to everyone and just ask that none of you try overdosing. If it fails, the pain afterwards is so not worth it. Pills majorly fk up your ability to function and I found that out the hard way.
Bethany--I'm sorry I haven't been able to send back the chapters you sent me to edit. They were done and I was going to send them back, but then I went and did this, so I apologize for that ^_^;
Talk to you all sometime maybe.
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by XXDaRkxXxLoVeXx
on May 8 10:35 AM, In Dark, Drama, Dream, Fantasy, Inspirational, Life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Teen.
400 words.
Friends only.
20 comments.
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by sagi-girl95
on May 5 7:14 AM, In Death, Emo, Humor, Mystery, Other, Pain, Strange, Teen, Unedited, Vampire, War.
All.
2 comments.
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SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!SAY NO TO HOES!
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I like twilight just like everyone else it seems , although i am not completely obsessed with it. i see objectively, 'real' vampire doesn't sparkle ,they do not have super human strength ,or speed. the 'real' vampire , is more akin to a zombie . only it shape shifts and drinks blood. but i am getting off topic aren't I? ok at the end of Breaking Dawn we all know what happens. for who do not i am not going to ruin it . but in fanfictions that really make me mad are as follows: Bella the rebel ...
I like twilight just like everyone else it seems , although i am not completely obsessed with it. i see objectively, 'real' vampire doesn't sparkle ,they do not have super human strength ,or speed. the 'real' vampire , is more akin to a zombie . only it shape shifts and drinks blood. but i am getting off topic aren't I? ok at the end of Breaking Dawn we all know what happens. for who do not i am not going to ruin it . but in fanfictions that really make me mad are as follows: Bella the rebel , Edward the player, non canon couples ,Jasper leaving Alice for Bell after NM, Bella turns singer when Edward leaves. Jeez people come on get some creativity.
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by Tori Hutto
on Apr 30 9:19 AM, In Dark, Friends, Hope, Life, Love, My life, Other, Pain, Sad, School, Teen.
100 words.
All.
1 comment.
I had a vey bad day so far i mean i failed my taks test and i just started crying infront of the teacher, so i ran straght to the bathroom but i had a reason so i didnt get in trouble. My best freind toni came to see if i was okay and she helped me calm down and smile so Toni is the first and only BFF ill ever have. SAYING OF THE DAY What good is a heart if there aint love in it what good are your eyes if you aint got vision what good is the world if w...
I had a vey bad day so far i mean i failed my taks test and i just started crying infront of the teacher, so i ran straght to the bathroom but i had a reason so i didnt get in trouble. My best freind toni came to see if i was okay and she helped me calm down and smile so Toni is the first and only BFF ill ever have.
SAYING OF THE DAY
What good is a heart
if there aint love in it
what good are your eyes
if you aint got vision
what good is the world
if we cant all fit in
see all along
we aint that different
all trying too get bye
and raise our children
love and pain
yeah we share the same feelings
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