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cool. my parents are yelling at each other talking about cancelling our trip to israel.
dumb fuckers.
just cause you hate each other dont be assholes to your children. if you made this trip already you can't just cancel. people will think I was lying, or they'll know I'm having family problems. I don't want that.
I called my grandpa who lives in florida for 6 months of the year and he asked me if my parents were fighting. that means my dad must've told him som...
cool. my parents are yelling at each other talking about cancelling our trip to israel.
dumb fuckers.
just cause you hate each other dont be assholes to your children. if you made this trip already you can't just cancel. people will think I was lying, or they'll know I'm having family problems. I don't want that.
I called my grandpa who lives in florida for 6 months of the year and he asked me if my parents were fighting. that means my dad must've told him something. and it's my dad. he never talks about his feelings, therefore something big must be happening. like how else would my grandpa know? it's not like he talks to my mom. it's understnadable when my grandma asks me every time we talk if my parents are fighting because my mom talks to her often ish.
if the trip is cancelled life would be a lot easier in terms of school and piano and driving and keeping my job, but at the same time I want to go on this trip.
great my mom just slammed the door. ugh. it's getting worse every day.
I vow to shutup about this and never speak about my family ever again, unless I'm in a lot of internal pain.
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"I really don't give a shit if you get the swine flu. I only care about myself and the family so don't you dare go into her house."
thanks mom.
nice to know you love me.
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it was much easier living in denial, the denial that she actually cared. I guess she's sick of pretending, in the same way I'm sick of pretending to be friendly and perfect and secure. how I wish she never said it. how I wish I didn't automatically tone it down in my head ...
"I really don't give a shit if you get the swine flu. I only care about myself and the family so don't you dare go into her house."
thanks mom.
nice to know you love me.
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it was much easier living in denial, the denial that she actually cared. I guess she's sick of pretending, in the same way I'm sick of pretending to be friendly and perfect and secure. how I wish she never said it. how I wish I didn't automatically tone it down in my head so I only remember a minuscule portion of what she said, and the little segment isn't even verbatim. more like a less evil statement.
if I had more to say
the words would break her back
and frankly, I need her
so that would never do.
I hate one-sided relationships.
I hate being so dependent.
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